What if there was nothing that excited you anymore? Nothing that you wanted so badly in your life that could keep you awake every night? What if it was okay to not have a strong urge, a desire, an aim or a goal in life?
They’re saying this everywhere and I’ve said it too before , ‘find your passion’, ‘do what you love’, ‘do what you’ve always wanted to do’. But what if you did not want anything from your life at this point and time.
What if what you most wanted these days was to just be in bed and not be out of your comfort zone?
These days there’s not much I really want to do or achieve and I’ve hated myself long enough for not feeling as passionate, determined or motivated as everyone around me seems to feel.
Does this mean there’s something wrong with me?
I don’t think so. I don’t think that I need to do incredible things to be incredible.
I think the most fulfilling life for me would be when I can be my most authentic self. And it is not necessary that my most authentic self would be a happy person every time.
No one in this world can be their greatest selves at all times.
If I’m sad, then I’m sad. The least I can do is be true to myself.
I can’t pretend to be something I’m not. And right now, I know I’m not the most awesome person out there.
And it’s okay.
There are times you will be at your worst and these are the times you need to just
— let yourself be—
and still love yourself anyway.
SimplyLive 